Sometimes, It feels like your far away, and I cant feel you.. don’t like when I cant feel you God.. I cant feel you, but yet I know you’re not far away… you’re right here with me…
All I have is your presence.. all the days of my life.. I will truly.. truly.. I’ll truly be satisfied. Keep it not your presence from me.. Your all Im after, your all I want… is your presence. If its only your presence I have all the days of my life, I will truly be satisfied…. with just your presence, because its everything.. my home, my peace, my joy, my Love, the greatest evermore.
Oh God cover me with your presence.
Dropping your net and picking up your cross.
No I haven’t. I think everything that has to do with vintage. I love pictures with desaturated/washed out colors as well. So maybe my love for history pictures has something to do with it =/
A young lady prophesied to me on campus, invited me to church and The Lord encountered me. Life has never been the same.
Oh Tumblr, how I’ve missed thee. My mind is clouded with thoughts and stuff and more stuff. 2014 is going to be a year of conforming and change. Forced change for accommodation, but it’s all going to be worth it I suppose. The process is always a headache, and the stimulus that CREATED the process is a migraine. Oh Lord. Its like a painful exposure to whats hidden beneath the cracks, but like i said, it’s all going to be worth it in the end. Change is good.. That’s where you will find progress.
Why does apathy always seem to find its way knocking at the door when things go wrong? Whats your response? Seems like everything in you wants to open up that door until you remember how much DAMAGE was done the last time you let apathy in. Apathy wipes your memory clean of what means the most to you, and it gives you permission to do every and anything you wouldn’t normally do under stable conditions. Its always the worst when its coupled with anger, because now you’re on the offensive. Bad combination. Apathy is trying to creep up right now.. don’t think I’m going to let it in, but for some reason, I’m looking at it from a distance. It looks like the easy way out. The way that allows your heart to be calloused to emotions. Naw. Thats not what we want. Easy can be dangerous..
1 Truly God is good to the upright,*
to those who are pure in heart.
2 But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled;
my steps had nearly slipped.
3 For I was envious of the arrogant;
I saw the prosperity of the wicked.
4 For they have no pain;
their bodies are sound and sleek.
5 They are not in trouble as others are;
they are not plagued like other people.
6 Therefore pride is their necklace;
violence covers them like a garment.
7 Their eyes swell out with fatness;
their hearts overflow with follies.
8 They scoff and speak with malice;
loftily they threaten oppression.
9 They set their mouths against heaven,
and their tongues range over the earth.
10 Therefore the people turn and praise them,*
and find no fault in them.*
11 And they say, ‘How can God know?
Is there knowledge in the Most High?’
12 Such are the wicked;
always at ease, they increase in riches.
13 All in vain I have kept my heart clean
and washed my hands in innocence.
14 For all day long I have been plagued,
and am punished every morning.
15 If I had said, ‘I will talk on in this way’,
I would have been untrue to the circle of your children.
16 But when I thought how to understand this,
it seemed to me a wearisome task,
17 until I went into the sanctuary of God;
then I perceived their end.
18 Truly you set them in slippery places;
you make them fall to ruin.
19 How they are destroyed in a moment,
swept away utterly by terrors!
20 They are* like a dream when one awakes;
on awaking you despise their phantoms.
21 When my soul was embittered,
when I was pricked in heart,
22 I was stupid and ignorant;
I was like a brute beast towards you.
23 Nevertheless I am continually with you;
you hold my right hand.
24 You guide me with your counsel,
and afterwards you will receive me with honour.*
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And there is nothing on earth that I desire other than you.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength* of my heart and my portion for ever.
27 Indeed, those who are far from you will perish;
you put an end to those who are false to you.
28 But for me it is good to be near God;
I have made the Lord God my refuge,
to tell of all your works.
There’s something about B&W images that inspire me. hmm idk. When I find out what it is then I’ll write a blog post about it. =/